You Were So Sure. Then Somebody Had an Opinion.

On trusting yourself, unsolicited advice, and why one raised eyebrow can send a grown woman into a three-day investigation.

You know what's annoying?

Being completely happy with a decision until you tell someone about it.

Five minutes ago, you were excited. You'd thought it through. You knew what you wanted. You'd made up your mind.

Then somebody said: “Are you sure?” And just like that, your confidence packed a bag and left.

Now you're wondering if you've missed something. Maybe they're right.

Maybe you haven't thought this through.

Maybe you should sleep on it.

Again.

For the ninth night.

Wonderful.

The Raised Eyebrow That Ruined Everything

Sometimes people don't even have to say anything. They just make a face. You know the face. The little pause. The tilted head. The expression that says, Well, that's certainly a choice.

And suddenly you're explaining yourself like you've been caught doing something illegal.

“Well, I know it might seem a little strange, but I've actually thought about it quite a bit, and there are a few reasons why I think it could work, although obviously I haven't decided anything for sure…”

Excuse me.

What happened to the woman who walked into this conversation excited?

She's now giving a presentation nobody requested. And the worst part? The other person might not even disagree with you. They might just be surprised.

But your brain has already interpreted their face as an official warning from the universe.

Why Do We Give Other People's Opinions So Much Power?

I've done this more times than I'd like to admit.

I'll think about something for weeks. Go over the pros and cons. Finally reach a decision. Then mention it to someone and spend the rest of the day reconsidering my entire existence because they asked one question.

One.

Question.

Apparently, I can handle running a business, raising children, and dealing with actual problems. But a mildly sceptical “Really?” can bring the whole operation to a halt.

It's ridiculous.

And yet.

Here we are.

I think part of it comes from wanting to make the right decision. But sometimes, if we're being a little more honest, we're also trying to make a decision that nobody will question.

And those are two very different things.

Maybe They Wouldn't Choose It. So What?

Here's something I have to remind myself of. Other people are giving advice based on their lives. Their experiences, their fears, their priorities, their bank accounts, their tolerance for risk.

Their idea of what a good life looks like. And sometimes, their advice is genuinely useful.

I've had people point out things I hadn't considered, and I'm grateful for it.

But sometimes they're just telling me what they would do.

Which is interesting.

Except they're not the one who has to live my life.

I am.

And the older I get, the less interested I am in building a life that makes perfect sense to everybody except me.

You Don't Have to Defend Every Decision

Somewhere along the way, a lot of us got into the habit of explaining ourselves before anyone even asked. We announce a decision. Then immediately start listing our reasons.

Just in case.

Just to make sure nobody thinks we're being irresponsible, selfish, dramatic, unrealistic, or whatever other delightful label we've imagined.

It's exhausting.

And I want to try something different. The next time I tell someone about a decision I've made, I want to let it be a decision. Not the opening statement in a debate. “I've decided to do this.”

Full stop.

If they have a useful question, I'll listen. If they've noticed something important, I'll consider it. But I don't need to abandon my own judgment just because someone else would've chosen differently.

And neither do you.

Before You Ask One More Person...

Ask yourself three things.

1. Did I actually change my mind, or did I just get uncomfortable when someone disagreed?

2. Is this person giving me information I need, or an opinion I feel obligated to obey?

3. If they were completely supportive, would I still be questioning my decision?

That last one gets me.

Because sometimes the decision hasn't changed at all. The only thing that's changed is how comfortable I feel making it. And if I keep waiting until everybody understands, agrees, and applauds?

Well.

I might be waiting a while.

Anyway, Here's What I Think

You can be thoughtful without polling the entire neighbourhood. You can take advice without handing over the final vote. You can change your mind because you've learned something new. And you can stick with your original decision even when somebody makes that face.

Especially that face.

You know the one.

So if you were excited about something before someone else weighed in, go back and remember why.

Maybe it's still the right choice. Maybe it isn't. But I'd really like you to make that call based on what you think. Because at some point, we've got to stop treating everyone else's opinion like a permission slip.

You're a grown woman. You can choose the thing. And you can handle somebody raising an eyebrow about it.

See You in the Wash,

Ness

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